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Good bye
The ultimate Day
Why you liked to leave ?
Don’t say,
I take pity on you
Or it doesn’t go well with me
Even ,if it is so
There were harder times
May be
The past days wake you up
If you feel remorse
From the fit of oblivion
Think in our first joy
The first date wasn’t
Like the last date
Are tears made for us ?
Are candles made for others ?
Is the flower grown for love ?
Or love is made for the flower ?
Should we drink bitterness ?
And the ultimate day should come ?*
( 2 )
Tell me one time
Tell me one time
Even if it’s behind
Your heart ,I love you ,
Tell me
I want to see you ,
Even if you don’t come
Tell me lies and say
I love you
May be
Lies come true,
Your heart will beat.
Give me hope,
I live on hope
Afraid of loving you
For a long time
I hope your love will
Be more merciful
Than your eyes
If love appears in
Your eyes
You will be tortured
As I’m tortured with your
Eyes
Only come to me once
And feel my love
( 3 )
A painful experience
You get out of a painful experience
Mine wasn’t as good.
We can’t get into new experience
You want to cure love with love
You want to substitute suffer
With suffer.
I’m afraid of the coming days
You’ll say you have a past
You’ll be the executioner
And the judge .
The days will be against
our love
if our nights come again
our hearts may be cured
love needs forgiveness
as trees need water
put your hand in my hand
and forget our loss
may be our wounds can be healed
( 4 )
An earthquake
Your love is an earthquake .
Your love shook me deeply .
Your love changed me terribly .
To forget you is impossible
I have no goal without you.
Now to please you is my goal.
The world is nasty you’re
Away .
Now my life is melody.
I never felt it was so sweet .
Till I saw your beauty .
Like dreams ,
I never wished another love.
Your love is my heart and my soul .
( 5 )
I avoid
I avoid looking at your eyes
They are sending softness
This softness burns my heart
They are sending weakness
This weakness beats me
They are sending love
This love sets me in ecstasy
This love makes me unconscious
Only your image I’m aware of
I avoid listening to your voice
Your voice is sending sweetness
This sweetness makes me shiver
Your voice is sending slowness
Slowness makes my heart faster
I avoid looking at your hair
Your hair makes the sun dark
When you laugh the sun rises
Sorrow comes from your tears
Could this figure be true ?
Could this love lasts for sure ?
( 6 )
The happiest times
I’m spending the happiest times
I can realize all my dreams
I never wishes another love ,
but,
Your love to last for ever
Through you I can have
Your love and passion
You are all my pleasure
You are always found in my speech
Your picture occupies my flesh
I mean
You are the centre of my life
Your love covers all my days
Whenever you go my soul goes
Until
You come and heal my wounds
All I care is to look after you
You never
Deprived me of these senses
I can’t forget your tenderness
We will celebrate the merry years .
( 7 )
An accident
It was an accident
My love was an accident
I saw you in the carriage
Your eyes sent me a message
It was like a shock
Such joy I took
I won’t be sorry
It was in a hurry
We walked in the street
The time passed by
Till we said good bye
Still in my imagination
You are such fascination
I thought I can forget
My nerves are fret
To see you again and again
I met you in the rain
My heart learned to train
To love you ever and ever a day
Don’t leave me in the bay
You say you will go
I want you to know
It was a lovely accident
( 8 )
You can’t stand
You can’t stand against life
You can’t stand alone in life
It’s against the laws of nature
Permanence is the victorious
I won’t revenge your defeat
Nor revenge your weakness
Nobody can revenge himself
I once tried your frustration
A series of disappointments
Flashes of happiness in between
They are my satisfaction
They light my long nights
Fertilizing the flowers for fruiting
They are the hope of reunion
My love was a continuation
It’s the songs of the lovers
It’s the music of the symphonies
Admit you are too weak to resist
The strong love in my heart
There is nothing to be proud of
There is nothing to be worthy of .
(9)
Refusing passion
Although your legs are slim,
and your complexion is pale
and your breast is maigre,
but your hair is fluffy heavy dark,
your eyes are wide and strong,
come now together,
come you talkative girl ,
I'll leave you talk
about your dominating mother ,
and your fat neighbors.
we 'll make tea together ,
We'll smoke together
we 'll make little breakfast ,
I 'll tell you about myself.
and about my friends.
I hope you can understand
you 'll speak about your frustrating lovers ,
you 'll cry ,
just then I 'll pity you
I 'll show you my refusing passion,
I 'll pat your back,
saying good bye to you
may be I will surprise you,
with a quick kiss,
while my eyes are full of tears.
( 10 )
Grief
Whatever grief in my heart
I remember good moments together
I don’t know who changed you
I used to be lonely
You said I was your life
Many times I was confused
I think life is very tough
Sometimes it’s full of fun
Sometimes it’s full of sour
Is it the end of our story ?
Time made you forget our love
I take pity on the sweet love
I love you but you were busy
I can’t help thinking of you
May be you know I’m yours
May be you feel unsecured
I want you to know
You are the first and the last
( 11 )
I’m so sorry
I’m so sorry for the old good days
We spent together .
You swore not to forget
You took the first chance
I remember the time of our moon
The days of our sun were terrific
As if I was grasping air
You ran away like clouds
You preferred other life
I lived your life whether
It was rainy or sunny
You were so impatient
You didn’t like it my way
Teach me how to forget
You aren’t the one I can’t get
I wait for you to come
To share my life of sun
( 12 )
The sweetest of all
You know why you are different ?
Girls are sweet but you are the sweetest
Your eyes appeal to me
You voice has a charming melody
I see tenderness in your eyes
Your smile is matchless
The way you walk is breeze
But
I’m afraid of the time of departure
I hope the time of reunion to come
I never thought you have bad feeling
I live in satisfaction when having you
I feel pleasure out of your love
I’m waiting for your compromise
That is the difference between you and them
They are sweet but you are the sweetest .
( 13 )
You needn’t
You shouldn’t be afraid of tomorrow
I’m staying beside your heart
You shouldn’t show repentance
Or justify your deserting position
You shouldn’t resist my love
You shouldn’t fight yourself
You have the key of my soul
You needn’t say you love me
The light in your eyes is enough
The shiver in your voice is enough
I touch the tenderness of your feeling
You needn’t say good bye
I take to your fluctuation
I shouldn’t be tired of your love
I can’t abandon you
I chose your way of life
I picked you up in the crowd
Blazing with your blushy eyes
I said you are my destiny
I won’t show any mutiny .
( 14 )
Not enough with you
I ‘m not enough with you
No way to leave alone
Don’t go on your own
I’m not enough with you
Our way together was short
The flower doesn’t last long
Don’t nip the spring bud
Let the feathered love come up
I saw two doves fly away
May be it is an augur ill
I believe they come back
I spare you the lost time
To go round your love
Like to catch the dove
To end with love no more
To give up joy nowhere
I wait you at the sunset
I wish you were there
The place we met together
If only I didn’t say good bye .
( 15 )
My lilac
Did you see my flower ?
Did you see my lilac?
My rose is lilac
Did you see her shining eyes ?
Did you see her innocent smile ?
Did you see her pure ideas?
I build you a high cottage
All will be beneath you
Sunshine will come to you first
Life won’t be sorrow any more
Our nights won’t be too long
Our souls would be at home
We ‘ll know comfort at last
A new life will begin
We make life better
I begin a new age of love
No dictatorial domination
No leak of happiness out of hand
We ‘ll never go apart
You ‘ll always be in my heart .
( 16 )
get lost
After all dreams you got lost
I fought all my doubts
I fought all my hesitation
I came over my despair
You were my great conquest
Terrific exploration I’m proud of
Your soul is very strong
It doesn’t know reconciliation
You don’t know neutrality
My soul follows you blindly
As the earth follows the sun
If to love you an error
If to dream of you a sin
I beg your pardon
Women are fine photographs
I can’t find any consolation
You are what I care for
You motivate my animation
You give appetite for life
Why you make it an illusion?
Don’t put me in confusion .
( 17 )
Ploughing in the sea
I thought I forget you
But in vain
I thought I could live without you
But it was no good
As if Ploughing in the sea
As if fighting the windmills
I admit my defeat my lady
My heart is beating breathlessly
You stabbed with bloodless weapon
I couldn’t collect myself again
I can’t fight alone
An army of attractions
I can’t fight life
Life is stronger than death
Who could bring life to the flowers ?
Who could wait till the next spring ?
( 18 )
The best of days
The best of days when I was with you
The best of memories I shared with you
With the sea , the night and the moon
Love , passion and satisfaction
Spring reminds me with you
Everything
In you was lovely
Here was the first date
There we picked a red flower
We put it in a book together
You said don’t be jealous
I ‘ll put you in my heart
The words were from our souls
When it rains , it clears away
Every one goes his own way
Time goes on to change our love
I’m waiting in my place
I f you come again
I’ ll sing the best of songs .
( 19 )
My shrine
You are my shrine
Where I used to go
To have rest
To feel quiet
Not to feel lonely
You are the leaves
Of my trees
The only tree to give fruit
You are fruitful to others
I can’t dream to have you alone
I wish if this only dream came true
I f only I’m recovered from your fever
Hallucination without ammunition
I can’t be immunized
A child in a woman
Reverie, daydream
Hallucination but segregation.
( 20 )
Help me
You induce a lot of heat
You could melt a lot of ice
You could make me motionless
A lot of heat inside my heart
I’ll try to live without you
I’ll do as I used to do
Listening to my songs
Having my meals alone
Reading my books
Going to bed when I’m tired
I’ll go to work as usual
Life will go on without you
The sun will rise every morning
I don’t know what will happen
If I run into you accidentally
I won’t be afraid of your eyes
I won’t pity their weakness
I won’t bother your attractions
I lamented the lost love
I grieved the happy times
I groaned the separation .
( 21 )
I remember
I remember the roses
When I look at you
I remember the sorrow
When I look at your eyes
I remember your hair
When I walk at night
Whatever mistakes you made
You aren’t to blame
If you go away
I won’t forget you
My condolence is in
The night and the roses
Your tears pushed me to the purgatory
I don’t want to be purgated
I want to be sinned with your love
I want the day to be long night
I want the flowers to be roses
Helen of troy was pardoned
She came back home
With bitterness in her heart
With sweetness in her memories .
( 22 )
A feather in the air
I’m like a feather in the air
Flying the wind in the clouds
Feeling no cold or heat
Living my love alone
Personifying my dreams
Riding the sound of the flute
Hearing my lonely tune
Touching her friendly tears away
I can’t promise my thoughts
Sleeping every night on the tree
Watching the orange sunset
Dreaming of kissing your love
Getting rid of your thorns
Breathing the crossing breeze
Wishing to go into bonds of love
But they were bonds of air
Swearing vows of eternity
They were vows in vain .
( 23 )
A true love
A true hope is a true dream
A true dream is a true love
A true love is a true life
A true life is a true continuation
My love to you is continuation
My love to you is a true truth
The license of the shying moon
The validity of the living sun
The production of the stars
The salt of the oceans
The sweetness of the rivers
The songs of the lovers
The tunes of the music
The words of the poets
You give me endless words
And flaming imagination
Now I see the beauty of life
And the wisdom of the universe .
( 24 )
It isn’t fair
I think of you all the time
Sleep is the only relief
Being awake is torture
I enjoy being free from you
I’ll belong to myself again
It isn’t fair to be more beautiful
It isn’t fair to be more dominating
It isn’t fair to be younger
I can’t climb Mount Everest
I can’t write a thousand books
I’m living on earth
You are living on heavens
I'm living with human beings
I’m blood and flesh
I sometimes make mistakes
Sometimes you send me to heavens
Sometimes you let me down
You fed me nectar
Your love was sour
You put me in summer
You set me in winter after
( 25 )
Why you go away
You were my sun
Hungry and shabby
Lived in my house
you promised to stay
forever and ever
you always love my eyes
they were your support
you praised my black hair
you cried on my shoulder
I swept yours with mine
Why you betrayed me ?
Do you love that girl ?
Do you want to change ?
I made myself different girls
If you are sick with her
Come to me
I won’t reject you
I welcome you home
I’ ll prepare you the table
I’ll light you the candles
( 26 )
Nostalgia
Now and then
I was waiting the seasons
They may come and go
After leaving my heart to
Nostalgia , thoughts and boredom
Now and then
Nostalgia carries me to you
Getting a nap in your eyes
The ghosts of farewell appear
We get up in terror
In silence we split
You are all the seasons
I’m the stranger on your meadows
I carry passions with my bags
Before your door I wait
You are the whole time and
I’m the passenger in the seasons
The routes of love carry me
Nostalgia attracts me
I yearn to the face of the moon
I remain waiting to leave with the clouds
I ask the days eagerly
When will the rain come ?
Our fate to go strangers with days
We chase our dream
And life loses , oh , my life
And we are in a state of departure .
( 27 )
Come
Come embracing in you the nights
Nothing of hardships left but the echo
Oh , sadness is a hard guest
It controls terribly my age
Let's throw it behind the world
It 's due time for the heart to be happy
If I lived years of loss , between
Your hands I knew the righteousness
Time builds sand castles and perishes
By death what was built .
Come breathing the nectar of years
We will see it aches tomorrow
The year sheds tears of farewell
Don't ask how hardships ended
Don't ask them how they began
Flying like birds amid the wishes
Don't ask the bird how it sings
Wherever the birds fly away
Earth will remain their master
The year past us , let's go singing
Before you I never knew melody
( 28 )
Heavens
Once I went to heavens
I built a palace in the
Shadow of love
In the core of emptiness
I wove a talk from silence
Beautiful melodies
I wrote from the lines of
Passion .. long poems
I invited the birds
I gathered flowers from all colors
I covered the palace raiments of hope
I built fences from love .. longing to kisses
I planted Jasmine around
You used to love jasmine
All the lovers came
I taught them loyalty
I kept on waiting for you .
( 2 9 )
Your papers
I found love in your papers
If I searched there a while
I' d find my heart lost in years
Why you go away
Ingratitude blames us
Still his weep in the heart
Will we come back ?
My poems slept in your bosom
They were groaning alone
Why you left my poems ?
You taught me love is eternal
You taught me love began
When I was born
I made your love my daily dream
Now you come to destroy me
( 30 )
Oh , Night
Don't blame me if I go by day
The bird came home ; not wishing
To go again
I feel the pulse of the days fingers
The tears of yesterday were jealous
Smiles embrace my lips
I see Dawn on the shadow of age
Don’t blame me
I bled the aroma of my era ..
Amid your hands
I felt great pain there
As long as I gave you my grief's
Now I could leave without hope
How long the aspirations danced
In my imagination
I spent my days like a child
Desiring a new occasion
Till I
( 31 )
They all must go
What did I take from life ?
All things are similar in oppression,
In deprivation, in killing each other,
In sorrows, in the shadow of the
moon.
All faces are similar in fear ,
In wandering, in burying the flowers .
What did I take from life ?
I still dream of the white nights,
And the perfumed warmth .
I missed the days of childhood .
The time of love is lost
The music committed suicide,
The spring dried,
The brave cavalier , in silence ,
Retreated and committed suicide.
All the poems about you must go,
All the ruins of your dreams must go ,
And the rifts of age must go ,
All your tears in horizon
Like rains and flowers must go .
In spite of all these , I miss travelling.
( 32 ) If she comes
I tell myself if she comes
Light shivers
I still stare at my face
My heart is aching
I collect myself behind the door
I feel my wounds and my passion
My sorrow behind the house
Sleep and fear besiege me
How can I sleep ?
The sound of sadness
On my head
Me and your eyes
The night and my confusing paper
I tell myself if she comes
The horses of alienation
Crash me
And silence is fearful
The mute dream in my heart
Cry like a baby
Asking about you
When you come ?
When you come ?
( 33 ) Don't remind me
don't remind me of good old days
I don't love sorrows
All my sorrows are wounds
Exhausting my sick heart
The songs of love are gone
The sun of my age is extinct
The sunset is left
But
It is my destiny
To live on the past ruins
To draw at night
A lamp and a pale dawn
To lean on the rest of my age
I love you
When the light is gone
I see the evidence
I love you
Don't be a virgin night
Slept in my ribs
Then it walked away
Don't be like other people
False vows
Or a star went astray
And now I came to you
Scared .
I love you
Don't remind me of good old days .
( 34 )
Nothing sweet to wish
When I remember departure
My heart says I miss her
So you forget her love ?
If my heart forgets
I won't forget her kindness
If your heart says , I do
Remind him of the love of days
I'm not afraid of forgetting you
I'm not my heart wishes you
After my soul melted in your love
Nothing left to cry over
Nothing sweet to wish
You seemed to be an angel
Now there is nothing but memories
Your night will remain mine
And your day will remain yours.
( 35 )
It is your destiny
Baby I love you madly
I don't care my age in your love
My love in your beauty infatuated
My heart is busy with you
My sense with you is long
My beating always says
I love you forever
My soul in your love a flower
Drinks the aroma of my passion
My words in your love a sentence
Who else could write her
Or finish her with a word
You alone could decipher her code
My life to you is boundless
My night in your love is extended
My moon with you stays up
My guide with you is confused
Every time I say no more
You return to say
It is your destiny .
( 36 )
For your black eyes' sake
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For your black eyes' sake
Pity me from your eyelashes
That made my soul loved you
For your white front' sake
Pity me from your eyes
For your beautiful figure' sake
Get your beauty away
For your nightly hair' sake
Make your eyes call me
I go with them in your sea
When I know you are sure
Hardly I feel asleep
In my sleep I dream with you
In my day your image before me
Yet I don't feel I'm sorry.
( 37 )
NOTHING SWEET TO WISH
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When I remember parting ,
My hear says I miss her
Do you forget her love ?
If my heart forgets
I won't forget her kindness
If your heart says I do
Remind him with the days of love
I'm not afraid of forgetting you
I'm not afraid my heart wishes you
After my soul moltens in your love
Nothing left to cry over
Nothing sweet to wish
You seemed to be an angel
Now
There is nothing but memories
Your night will remain mine
And my day will wait for you .
- 38-
A talk in tavern
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I met you in a tavern alone
Smoke rises and a piano echoes
Glasses and cups are clashing
You look at me in submission
Your eyes asked me salvation
They promised me hot welcoming
I don't accept bribes no , no,
You return to look in plead
The music played Chopin
I can't stand pleading eyes
The candles were soft
All were in couples
She was sitting alone
May be waiting for somebody
Something pushed me to say hello
She was smiling in sorrow.
I asked do you know me ?
Why you look so silent ?
What do I look like ?, she answered
You look sad in misery
What isn't sad in life ?
Sadness is your companion in birth
Every executioner stared at me
Then snatching my body.
What did you do ?
Walking like a sheep behind
Cheers, the days of defeat.
She sobbed in agony
My friends accepted condolence
What did you do ?
I raised the white sheet .
My virginity is gone
My honor is slayed
Why didn't you resist?
How can I resist the wolves
wolves are greater than sheep
time is contaminated with sins
the black mingles with the red
no white color whatsoever
where can I find a star in sky
how can I find the moon light
I'm not another Maupassant
Only Chekhov in my mind
My orchard is dried
My sunlight is paled
My mute horse is dead.
Where is Jesus?
To survive the dead .
_ ( 39 ) _
The long Passage
-------------------
I walk in the passage
I want to reach you
But,
There is a terrifying tunnel
My age is a long mirage
The sorrow inhabits me
My eye is a split river
My arms are bleeding braches
My tears are a stream
Water the trees
My face is a broken sailing
My beaches are crying
For my short life
Where is the dawn of innocence?
And the virgin morning?
And your beautiful face ?
Who broke your soul?
Is it the sick hope ?
I want to swim in your eyes
Although the wave is agitated
The sound of wind is a monster
You and I are creeping
Behind the bells which toll
The time of leaving
The days are staggering in boredom
The sunlight pulse is waning
Along the horizon
The sunset is sobbing
Because of the lost dreams
Because of the lost years .
( 40 )
I addict you
I addict in your eyes my love
I love you although the dawn is far
I love you although your sorrow is near
I love you although the sun could
Appear or hide in the horizon
I love you because it is in my ribs
You are my paradise and my end
You are my prime of spring
My soul fall and my hopeless hope
I sold my pure nights in
The market of the courtesans
You are a mad day
I'm the unknown time
And the stubborn agony
I'm a killer in your eyes
I'm a martyr in myself
In the morning ,
I hear the sound of pigeons
I love you
When the sun rises
When my age goes away
Our way may not come together
The days may be an impossible dream
I will love you even,
The way takes all my age
I will always remember your eyes
I won't say good bye .
- 41 –
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You took all the talk
Will my love extinct
By the course of years ?
My heart is still a child,
Staring at you ,
Creeping to you .
All the sins died yesterday
All the territories changed
Yet ,
Still you are there
Carving in my age ,
You are still fragments of
Aroma.
On our palms we saw
Our nights of love
You used to steal my sleep
Your hair used to kill me
Your voice used to breathless me
Did we say everything ?
Did we finish everything?
When I feel the lost times
My eyes stream with tears
Remains of fire in my heart
Missingly , eagerly
I embrace your eyes
Although you are before me
I want to speak some letters
But , what can I say ?
I forgot the speech long ago
I felt when you go away
You took all the talk.
- 42 –
Farewell was impossible
You took the keys of my heart
When you go away
It no longer flutters to anyone
When you go away,
I was vulnerable
After you , I sold the passion
I came back alone with ashes
I learned after you,
The false talk and ,
The false feelings,
All the faces become alike ,
All the eyes , all the braids.
I came back to look in your eyes
I set my anchor on your shores
I searched for my old face
I found my lost face
With the same features
The same innocence
The same virginity
The same question .
In the morning,
I saw you on
The days of purity ,
The call of sins retreated
You are still the good time
Farewell was impossible .
You are Scheherazade who left
Will you yell me a story ?
Are you bored of the repeated tales ?
I came back putting my pieces together
I found my pieces on the seats
I asked about you all the places
Don't touch my gloomy face
Still , your face behind the mirrors
Was it a terrible dream ?
My remaining pieces are groaning
For the false long repeated stories .
++++the cruelty of Night -----
(-43 - )
Oh, if only you knew
How sour the nights are
If only you knew
How cruel the days are
The sun seems like night
The moon seems like ugly
But
I have nothing but the
Lonely nights
And the rough segregation
And the heedlessness of my
Lover
They say don't cry
I cried long ago
But now I don't
Your love was in my heart
But now it doesn't
I was crazy about you
But now I don't care
How much you fulfill not
Your promises
How much you left tears
Behind
Oh , if only you ran through
Deprivation
If only you treated me
Like a human being
If only you felt my heart
Why you always love departure?
If only you experienced
Intimation
Or
Is it impossible your
Sensation ?
( - 44- )
A shrine for passion
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I came to sing for you
I came like a swallow
I don't know the borders
Of the earth
The dreams granted me
The obstinacy of heart
I lived like a children
I went like a saint
Deploying my call
I made my kingdom
With the sword of
Purification
In the time of rancidity
I made my poetry
A shrine for passion
I missed your obstinacy
Or
Because of your beauty
You don't care
When will you come back ?
Or
Because you live in a high star
I want to trust you a moment
My care was to please you
Your care was to cheat me
I want to know my guilt
I can't forget your customs
You never keep your word
Who can catch the water ?
Who can live without air ?
Every night I see you in
My dreams
I send you my soul
And every night my soul
Comes back in groan .
You gave me my coffin
Believe me I love you
Although sadness in my heart
Full of injustice
The prison is my house
And you are my executioner
Alone I slept on your bosom
My coffin is my eye
How much I carried the flute
In the breast of the sunset
I chanted the strings of my heart
Although the age is humiliating
Don't wonder
If the face of the sun
Becomes a craw
And the morning full of blood
Becomes floating rivers
Because our age is miser
Look at the horizon
The river is crying
How I sing departure
You taught me tenderness
I carry a white flower
Stretch out your hand
I'm scared
Have pity on my weakness
Have pity on my skinny body
One day I dreamed
To be that cavalier
Farming in your meadows
All the new born dreams
But I seem in your eyes
Like a homeless bird
My broken wing
Watched by the guns aloof
How the bird dies singing
How I desert myself
To drown in your love
I'm your martyr
Though I'm your lover
I gave you your bride dress
But you gave me my coffin
( 46 )
She walks like a peacock
She walks like a peacock
Over my body
In the morning
She drinks my blood
Nothing left but
The spiders of days
Splashing shame
Over the earth
When will we begin a new era?
Without treachery or cheat
You said who taught you ?
Nothing but the days and years .
When will the sun give
Me some of his light
I swear to whom the moon split
I love you
How much the nights complain
When Jesus comes in glamour
To toll the bells in Christmas
The Virgin weeps
Sweeping the groans
Out of my chest
Full of burdens
Because you left me
Without mercy
You aggravated my
Innocent wounds
How much I begged you
Not to go away
But you left me
Like the vultures
Leaving their prey
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I missed your rebel
You are against level
Is it hard to be compromise ?
Why don't we meet in the middle ?
Does your love become little ?
Sometimes you are queen of
Sometimes you are somebody else
What is your best time to be ?
When beginning your rebel
You feel terribly well
You like to live on precipice
You feel consolation in danger
I run breathless after the deer
Let's have a moment of relief
Don't speak about vows of love
Because they are vows of air
Are you just the lonely dove ?
Don't speak about seals of love
Because they are seals in vain .
- 49 –
I'm not Alexander the Great
I'm living on earth
You are living in heavens
I'm blood and flesh
I sometimes make mistakes
My love to you isn't a mistake
My love to you is my fate
I Can't escape my date
I had no choice in my birth
I had no choice in your love
I don't know how to satisfy you
Whether I build you up a kingdom
Or bring you all the gold
Or conquer all the world
If that will do I would do
But I'm not Alexander the great
I don't have the white horse
I wish I were king Soloman
I wish I were the prince of Cinderella
I wish I had the magic lamp
I wish I dreamt with you all nights
Only to see my love in your eyes .
( 50 )
I don't blame the morning
I love you
Whenever I lose the light threads
From my eyes
I see in you the clarification
I love you
Don't be a virgin night
Slept in my ribs
Then went away
I love you
Don't be like people
False vows
Or a star lost in its way
Be medicine
To cure the hearts sorrows
I farmed in the deserts
Thousands of shadowy orchards
Now
I came to you scaring
The same people
Coming back like fleas
Thawing in my bones
The same people
Quacking like ducks
Savoring my skinny body
Coming back like rats
Running behind us
I remember you even
In a terrible nightmare's dream
I remember you whenever
The executioner is waiting
And the long nights
Don't ask me now about
A beautiful dream
I don't blame the morning
If he says good bye
Because
The morning doesn't like
To live in humiliation
I don't blame the fire
If it calms down
And became crippled
In a sick unforgettable body
I don't blame the sea
If his shores dried
So,
Don't remind me of
Good old days .
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( 51 )
Cheers my lost age
Still your love my torture
Still in the sad eye
A shrine for the lovers
Because of your charming
Beauty
I loved in you a smiling child
Came to life purely
I loved in you the night
When He hugs us
To warm the hearts
I loved in you the sun
At sunset washing her hair
With her tears
I loved in you the sea
Running roughly
I loved in you the prayers
Of the believers
I love you although
I'm a lover bored of
Going round your house
You couldn't distinguish
Between the pure and the fraud
I was extravagant in your love
And you were miser
Even your trees lost in the moors
You were sold in an auction
Nothing in your bosom but my
Suffering
They tamed you
I see the executioner behind
The door
You dance on the banquets
Rejoicing
While my spilt blood
In the pledge
Cheers my slaughtered love
Cheers my lost age
(53)
I can't help crying over you
Oh' mother of the Christ
Do you know how
I look like you
Your remote shadow
Come to us from the clouds
The unfinished relation
Is a fog curbing vision
Your face overlooks
Behind the sad waves
Our sun waving in farewell
Because my nights are
Getting old
In a deceptive false dream
Full of lies
(54)
The squadron of palm trees
Is bending over the shores
I didn't think that
Was my end
Eventually my way
Is full of tears
Don't be ashamed
If I come to you naked
Seeing me a ghost
Without clothes
Although the dream
Is extinguished
Between our eyes
Your dawn will come back
After a long distance
(55)
When I was homeless
When I look at your eyes
I saw a wound , love and memories
We hugged and I asked
How have you been ? passion
Erupted from the depth
A waterfall blasted in our hearts
Our passion becomes a river
We lost our available times
We went away , we were homeless
We no longer know our age
Why we cry while
The shadow of approach is near?
I touched your wound
I saw it in your heart
I saw it in your eyes bleeding
It is difficult to see a wound
On Christmas
Your wound is getting larger
In my ribs
The wound blood is crying
My heart is bleeding tears
You lived in my blood
And I will never forget you
We had seasons of fun
We had seasons of sorrow
We had a river watering us
Purifying us
Did I forget you ?
You were the first love
You were my security
When I was homeless .
(56)
When I find you at last
Melody came to my ears
Reminding me , besieging me
Asking me
My tears answer it
We remembered our songs
They forgotten with the days
Conquered
We met , all know our story
All is happy with our reunion
But ,
There is something between us
This something is in your eyes
It hurts all my life long
Come
There is much love between us
Come
To put myself together in you
I don't want to travel
Because my tomb is in you
When I saw your eyes
Our love shouted
We blamed and forgave each other
The yesterday is behind us yelling
I didn't sell you out
I didn't forget you
I may forget my hopes
I may forget the sunrise
Tomorrow
I may forget our sunset dream
Our dream will unify us
Because you lived in my blood
(57)
Do birds come back again ?
She said I'll come in Spring
I waited for her to come
I cried like a parentless child
Like a meek hope
Days tear my heart
Frost slaps me
Fall is approaching
Sun is behind the hills
The old summer is coming
Winter scares us
People behind the door
Waiting
Now the Good bye comes
I looked at the sad silence
To find the answer
Our tearful eyes shook hands
I stretched my hand to heaven
I found nothing but clouds
I asked the clouds
Do birds come back again
After …. Estrangement
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